(I keep listening to Hungarian Rhapsody no.2 by Liszt. Turns out that somewhere exists a recording of Rachmaninov playing the first part, but what I found is with a pretty bad quality and doesn’t seem to be of his better performances).<\/p>\n
Nothing interesting happens around. Excluding one drinking session Friday evening in the Chef’d oeuvre (where core-ix started ordering shots, which I was finishing as nobody else around was interested enough, the dark aftershock with absynth was interesting).<\/p>\n
(next things are here to be a reminder in the future)<\/p>\n
I must not start taking anti-convulsants. I must not stop them afterwards, and I must not get the idea at all :) It always goes the same way – first I’m calmer, no seizures, probably less pain from the neuralgia, etc., then at some point I start feeling too tired and see that I’m making some really stupid mistakes and my thinking has gone away (and, this last time as an extra I managed to get some swelling in the left shoulder joint because of the lack of pain). Then follows a (slow) stopping, then some mood swings (for example, I remember what enthusiasm feels like), a really good drinking session (because I haven’t had alcohol in a long time), some big seizures (as a side effect of the stopping, drinking and the excess enthusiasm) and I’m inclined to add “depression” to the list :)
\n(my tongue has almost healed)<\/p>\n
And here’s the moment at which you understand how it’s better to fight some problems in the really hard way (with a lot of gnashing of teeth) instead of going for great solutions that are worse than the problem. Or, as Mashinev says “Better is an enemy of good”.<\/p>\n
In the end of the month we’ll be celebrating again the day of the system administrator. I’m not sure if we reserved tables somewhere, I’ll note it here when I find out.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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